Every song is a love song Every moment I hear your name Your face haunts my dreams Our energies have connected Then you disappear But...
It is pure The release of expectations The beauty of it brings thoughts Beautiful thoughts just to adore In its truly unadulterated form...
My heart pounds Everytime I see you My heart pounds against my chest It threatens my rib cage My heart swells Everytime I touch you My...
I can't pretend. I cannot pretend that I don't want to call you and text everyday I can't pretend that I don't want to ch...
Everyday we are faced with negativity, the darkness not only surrounds us, but it resides inside us. This creates an illusion that speaks ...
"Ahhh, not this song again," Julianne said aloud as she looked down at the radio, "I can't take it anymore I've only ...
"Don't you just love this car, babe," Martin, Julianne's boyfriend, says and glances at her, hoping she shares the same e...
No one can disturb something that you are. If you are peace, no one can take your peace. If you are a love, no one can steal your love, no o...
You invaded my mind I couldn't concentrate Work is impossible I just wanted to hear your voice caress the melody of my name See ...
My skin never seemed so soft until you touched it Your fingers are like feathers falling along my body Trying not to melt away into you T...
Wednesday, October 15, 2014
Under the moon
We lay in the hammock and swoon
Counting each one till our arms are tired
The trees sway side to side
Swaying us in desire
The midnight jasmine is in full bloom
The wind kisses us slowly
So we snuggle closer
Breathing in love Becoming lighter
Becoming Closer Becoming One
Searching in the dark
For the mark of my soul
I can hear my heart booming as I grasp the ledge
I stood to close
To close to the edge
Breathing in the air
The wind swirls lifting me
The dirt crumbles beneath me
Eyes lips face
Scraping away pulling down
In the face of the unknown
In the face of the inevitable
Floating Breathing Falling
Heaviness disappearing gravity consuming
Feathers only Feathers
Consumed by the righteousness of the cold
The wet the cold
No longer falling
Height of consciousness
Coming up for air
Smothering Smothering elements
On more breath
The Beauty of letting go
Freedom from fear
Saturday, September 13, 2014
I cannot pretend that I don't want to call you and text everyday
I can't pretend that I don't want to chase you from mountain to mountain trying to grasp your love.
It is deep and I want to feel it in my soul
I want every part of you
I want the beauty of it
I want the light
I want the dark
I want it all
I want to be all that you desire
All you could ever wish for
I want to be the angel from your dreams
And the devil
I want to inhale you
Breathe your into my soul
I want to free you from all your inhibitions
I want to free you
Free you to love unconditionally
As I will accept you for who you are
Come to me
Ride the wave of my love
Come to me
Saturday, August 23, 2014
"Babe come on, its a beautiful car," he says squeezing her leg.
"Yes babe, its a beautiful car, I wish you would get so excited about driving me," she says.
"Um, no but I don't think there's another one for a couple of miles, so I'll go ahead and go."
"Ok, try not to take a long time, we have a schedule to keep."
Martin pulls into the rest stop and parks.
"Are you getting out?" she asks
"No, just hurry up."
Julianne finishes in the restroom and begins to make her way back to the car. She walks out of the restroom and a strong cologne smacks her in the face, she deeply inhales and lets out a intoxicated moan. She jumps in the car and looks at Martin.
"No I -
"What cologne are you wearing?" she says leaning in to sniff him.
"I'm not wearing any."
"Oh, did someone walk into the restroom?"
"Yeah some cop but I don't think he went all the way in he just stood at the door and then ran back to his car and sped off."
"Nothing, I think I'm just really tired."
"Well take a nap."
"But I'm horny, why don't you just pull over and give me some on the side of the road?"
"Are you crazy? People will see us!"
"There are trees," she says smiling and closing her eyes.
"No, only trash has sex on the side of the road, and we're class, not trash honey."
She continues looking out the window. A moment later he looks in the mirror and sees blue and red flashing lights.
"License and registration, please."
"May I ask what you pulled me over for? I was doing the speed limit."
"All I need from you right now is your license and registration."
Martin slowly hands over the paperwork, and the officer takes it and walks back to his car. Julianne watches as the officer studies the paperwork while making his way back to the police car. Not recognizing him she turns back around and slouches in her seat.
"What's wrong with you?" Martin asks.
"What? Nothing, I just thought I recognized him, that's all."
"Well, don't make a scene I don't want a ticket."
Martin watches as the officer talks into the radio in the front seat. He fidgets nervously wondering what could be the problem.
"Ok, so you tell me not to look at the officer, but you're giving him the stare down in the mirror, seriously?"
"Well he keeps talking in the radio, and I want to know what for."
"Why do you care so much? Did you murder someone recently, are you really on the run," Julianne says laughing.
Finally, the officer gets out of his car and walks back to the driver side of the Mercedes. Martin rolls the window back down and the officer bends over and looks at Julianne.
"Ma'am, I need to see some identification."
"Excuse me, what for," Julianne says.
"Miss, step out of the car."
"I will not! I know my rights," she screams at him.
The officer walks quickly to her side of the car opens the door and removes Julianne from the car.
"Julianne, you are under arrest, I must take you to the station for some questioning."
Martin darts over to where the officer is handcuffing Julianne.
"What is she under arrest for? You can't just go around arresting people for no reason!"
"Sir, calm down, or I will calm you down. Take a step back. You can meet her at the station."
The officer then roughly escorts Julianne to his car and puts her in the back seat. He then walks to the driver side gets in and speeds off. Martin then jumps in his car and follows the cop car several miles. Noticing this, the officer calls another car to pull him over.
"Seriously, your not even going to let him follow? What the hell is really going and what is your name?"
"Where, your going darling, your not going to want him to follow you. I'm Officer Henry, I'm a friend of Randy. You do remember him right."
"Wait, your a friend of officer Randy? Ok, now everything is making sense. Are we going to see him?"
"Just relax and enjoy the ride."
"Well I did the first time," she mumbles smiling.
After about an hour of driving, Henry finally pulls up to a two story cookie cutter house. Very well maintained home thats looks as if no normal family with kids could possibly live there. The front door opens and out comes Officer Randy. Julianne's heart skips a beat at the sight of him. He strolled over to her side of the car and opened the door, gently taking her hand and pulling her out of the car. They stand face to face and just stare at each other for several moments. Randy leans down and kisses her on the forehead.
"So, I'll be going then," says Henry.
But neither hear him, they are completely lost in each others eyes. He again takes her hand and escorts her inside.
"Please, have a seat, make yourself comfortable", he says in his deep husky voice.
Julianne slowly walks over to the large couch that faces the kitchen, where Randy is.
"What is that wonderful smell?"
"I cooked for you."
"Really? That's sweet of you. But how did you know I was going to be here today."
"I know more than you'll ever know. I can see you whenever I want, Julianne. I'm a little disappointed though that you didn't wait for me."
"How long did you expect me to wait, I mean I have no way of contacting you. I thought you forgot about me."
"I know what it is you need, I know how to give you what you want. Everything you could ever wish for is here, I just bought this house and got some other things in order, so that we could be together."
"How do you know I'll accept? What if I think all of this is crazy?"
He looks at her and holds her face in his hands. "Well, do you think all of this is crazy?"
"Yes, of course all this crazy."
Julianne can see the panic creeping up in his eyes, as he pulls away.
"But I like crazy," she says and kisses him passionately, biting his lips.
He picks her up off the couch and carries her upstairs, lays her on the bed and slowly kisses her body inch by inch while removing her clothes. She takes every kiss into her soul, which makes her feel as if they are floating around in the clouds. She removes his shirt then unbuttons his pants, setting him free. He climbs on top of her and they both moan at the pleasure of their bodies touching and connecting.
"I'm yours and your mine," Randy whispers in her ear.
"Yes, I'm yours."
Monday, August 11, 2014
My heart pounds
Everytime I see you
My heart pounds against my chest
It threatens my rib cage
My heart swells
Everytime I touch you
My heart swells
The painful pleasure
Bleeding light and love
The Beauty of it the feeling of it
The purity of it
My energy moves freely
Engulfing you surrounding you
Pulling us closer
Abandoning all forms of resistance
Abandoning all forms of reason
The only thing left is the feeling
The feeling of me loving you
Craving yearning wanting
More of the forbidden
Abandoning all doubt
My heart opens
Letting you in
Only wanting to give love
Only wanting to lift you up
Breaking when we part
Shattering all over the earth
Piece by piece
Come up here with your Queen
Where all things are sweet like honey
Where all things feel like heaven
Where every part of you is accepted
Take the love
Accept the love
Breathe it into your soul
Abandon the darkness
There is no judgement here
Pursue the light
It is here for you
Waiting for you
Sunday, August 10, 2014
I couldn't concentrate
Work is impossible
I just wanted to hear your voice caress the melody of my name
your cheeks against my cheeks
I want to inhale you as my body tingles with anticipation
My hands yearn to touch your soft smooth skin
tightly wedged against your firm body holding me
As my face snuggles against your neck all I can think to do is kiss it
Kiss every available inch
The desire is so strong I can almost taste you
Though you are far away my minds pulls you close to me
It lives deep within me taking over mind, body and soul
Sunday, August 3, 2014
Every moment I hear your name
Your face haunts my dreams
Our energies have connected
Then you disappear
But you keep me wanting
Wanting every part of you
You're my addiction
Just when the door on my heart starts swinging closed
Damn, here you are again
Got me feeling so exposed
Giving me what I need to survive
Keeping me addicted
Keeping me at a distance
Warming me up
Then turning ice cold
Where did you go
Then craving you
Turns into hating you
Then needing you
I'm just over here waiting
Waiting for your love
Waiting for your touch
Monday, July 28, 2014
Can you protect yourself while enjoying yourself
While protecting yourself from harm
Are you also blocking
By controlling your emotions
Are you preventing the experience of
When you encase your heart in stone
Are you blocking out
As you blind yourself to humanity's numerous views
Are you preventing the possibility of
Open your heart
Open your mind
Just experience Life
Experience the Power of Connection
The connection of hearts
The connection of minds
The connection of earthly self to higher self
Your connection with your Source of Existence
Only then will you feel an overwhelming fulfillment of love, peace, joy and happiness
Just Let The Light In
Let it consume you
Let it lift you into a higher consciousness
Tuesday, July 22, 2014
This creates an illusion that speaks to us, causing our minds to lose focus on the beautiful things.
It causes us to forget our purpose.
To bring light into the world.
To display pure unadulterated love, to ourselves and the ones around us.
The things that keep our hearts purified with love are choked out and forgotten, making us feel like a heavy blanket or atmosphere is surrounding our soul, choking out the light that wants to shine within.
You are not alone.
Your light is there waiting for you to consume it and become closer to enlightenment.
Acknowledge and accept that you need help in bringing the light into yourself, while rejecting and pushing the darkness away from you.
Ask your Higher Being to help you, guide you and love you.
Ask for what you need, and listen to their answers.
They will only do what is best for you.
There is no rejection in their love.
Meditate. It is the only way you can hear the answers your guides are providing for you.
Quiet your mind.
Follow your intuition, it is another way your guides are helping you.
Throw away all fear, all hate, all negativity.
Let the light in.
Let love in
Let peace in
Let joy in
Let prosperity in
Let all these beautiful things into your soul.
Watch the blessings come in.
Sunday, July 13, 2014
The release of expectations
The beauty of it brings thoughts
Beautiful thoughts just to adore
In its truly unadulterated form it only gives
With out the need to receive
It only lives
Through your expression
It will not posses you
But only be true to you
Lifting you higher
Higher into the light
Purifying your soul
So that you may be true to yourself
Only inspiring you to be radiant
Bringing forth your true self
Your true beauty
Inner and outer loveliness
The elegance of your soul
Can only be displayed by you